I hope you can hear me, I needed you near me

Tam Saul
3 min readDec 17, 2021

Yesterday was the first among so many. The firsts are one of the hardest parts of grief.

Sunday I experienced my first snowfall since, Scout. What was meant to be a very last minute decision to drive to the coast turned into driving through a crazy snowstorm.It was completely unexpected. Much like most of my life events this year. One moment I had realized this was the happiest I had been since driving into Yosemite last April.

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Tam Saul

Always ready for adventure, usually found in bed. Sharing the good, the bad, the funny, and the vulnerable.